When I am simultaneously walking and listening to music, I feel like (and also enjoy pretending) that I am in a movie. Is it just me?

I will finally get around to reflecting on the three day weekend. This is the terrible thing about actually committing to a blog that’s supposed to track my life. The pressure of actually posting regularly makes me not want to post that much more. Silly. 

Anyways, quite an eventful weekend.

Friday/Saturday: ILTC; Sunday: Recovery and GG Fireworks; Monday: Recovery. Bouncing back from the over-the-top Friday/Saturday wasn’t as difficult as anticipated, despite very nearly passing out at yoga on Monday and weird heart palpitations on Bart on Tuesday. Was nervous heading into the days, worrying about the stupid things I would say with my mental filter shut off or the emotional black hole I would allow myself to sink into afterwards. Thank goodness neither was actually realized. Though the whole thang was not quite what I expected, left with feel-good feelings. Warm fuzzies surrounding my thoughts/memories/experiences with the best. Our debrief afterwards helped me bring the hazy almost surreal interaction to Earth and sharpened it into significance. Without you by Guetta f. Usher will also bring me back to my final conclusion of the evening: this girl is without a doubt the coolest and I will always be grateful for her company/friendship. Le sigh! Told you I had warm fuzzies. Had a brief stint of frustration/annoyance/(almost) tinge of jealousy. Weird bc I didn’t expect to feel that while influenced. But now in a proper state of mind, I’m pretty sure I was being silly. Sad that we did not get very much “us” time, but I suppose there will be other opportunities. And quite sad that we didn’t get to share the whole “Without You” experience, that was like… almost spiritual. Though I know the whole event isn’t the most wholesome, I still appreciate the fact that it can open up the boundaries of shared experience and allow for a different plane of closeness (this applies to both of my dearests that were there).

Thought it was cute you invited me to Sunday fireworks, which by the way were mindblowing. Whole time I was thinking if this is what 75th looks like, I wonder what 100th will be. Damn, I will be 48. Also, thanks for squeezing in time with me Monday. Very much wish you had the whole day to waste with me so we could let the hours roll by until it was somehow dark out. Those are my favorite days with you.

itsaluxury:

 

VERSACE Studded leather belt $405

Online shopping during work.. what else is new. Must remember to look for a cheap alternative to this in Japan/Taiwan.